It is too difficult to live when you and your sister is twin and this
happens with me. You could believe that you would replace her with you. I
think this thought was disgusting but It was me who did this. In our
childhood there was no problems but when we grow with the time it would
make me a lot of problems. My name is Deepak and my sister is Deepika.
She was two minutes elder than me. The name was putting in the same
words because we are twins. Basically it started with names and then it
became longer. At the age of fourteen our father was died in an accident
and Mother got his job.
I remember all things when it would started. We both were in the age of
sixteen and Mom was not in the home. Our school was half day and we came
in the home early. I am alone but she was with her three friends. She
addressed me often as her name in fun mood when nobody in the house and I
became angry and said not to spell my name wrong but she did it again
and again. Sometimes we would fight on this. But it was the over limit
when she say my name Deepika in front of her friends. Her friends
laughed on this and discussion started again and I attacked on her with a
pillow in hands. But I forgot that she was with her friends and it was
known that they did not take my side. She said to her friends to grab my
arms. Two of her friends grabbed my arms at the back.I was not too
strong and in front of two girls, they can easily controlled me. I was
struggling in their grips. Deepika came in front of me and said that now
she tell me why she addressed me as Deepika. She picked a tube of
lipstick and grab my cheeks with her left hand and applied lipstick
forcibly on my lips. It would not end there,she picked a bindi and
applied it on my forehead. Then she said that mom would come after four
hour and if I did not want that it would be more girly things on my body
then cooperate with her and her friends. I was sticky situation and
shake my head in yes. Her friends left my arms from their grip and I
raised my hand to remove the bindi. Deepika scold me and said that I did
not touch the things for three hour. Then she picked her dupatta and
worn it on my head and said that if I was in her dress then nobody
recognize who was the real girl. I removed dupatta from my head and she
slapped me and warned me not to dare dupatta off from my head. She said
that if I tried to remove anything,she add everytime a girly thing in
your body.I knew that at least for three hour she would be the boss. She
went inside and showed me mom heavy anklets. She said to guess what was
in her hand, mom's anklets and then she move it in her for thikling
sound. I was horrified and think that I did not wear this. She came in
front of me and worn me anklets and said that this is for removing
dupatta from your head. This was not good because it was heavy and more
bells to ring. Each of my footstep giving me a horrible sound. This was
too humiliating for me but at that situation I could do nothing.
I sat on the chair for relax but she said that I had to stand whenever
she did not say to sit. I thought that she wanted to hear the anklet's
sound. She secretly took some picture of me in her mobile. After three
hour when her and her friends fun was complete,she released me from
anklets and dupatta. After that she showed me my humiliating pictures in
her mobile and warned me that I did not tell anything to anyone about
this specially for mom because if I did this, I knew what was going to
me.
This was a short incident and two years passed and I forgot this but I
was not sure of her but she did not do it again. But occasionally she
taunt me with girly name. My mom was also died when we were seventeen.
So the earning sources of us was the land in our village. Our uncle
looked after that and send us money.Me and my sister lived alone in our
house. Everything was going good and we entered in college life.
One day in the general discussion I asked her what incident she liked
most. She thought some moment and said that she liked when she and her
friends humiliate me in girly items. I said that your fun part of life
was my worst part in memories. She said that it's Ok because they were
only the memories Deepika. She said this name after a year. I warned her
again not to call me at this name. But she was in fun mood and again
addressed me by this name. She said that she was eagerly waiting to know
how I looked in her dress and I was looked like same her or not. This
comment was insert in my emotions and If she say something else I
started weeping. But seeing my situation she did not say anything.
About ten days passed and she came to me in the evening and said that
today she dressed me in her clothes. I was shocked and asked why she
wanted to dressed me in the girl's dress. She said that me and she were
twins and it was surely possible that I looked like her. I said that if
she wanted to know it why she did not tried my dress. On this she said
that she had no problem on this,she easily did this. She said to clear
the deal to replacing each others clothes for tomorrow full day. I said
no for this. She said that it was my choice if I did not want that she
include her friends to dress me forcefully then I choose the deal. I
said that she could not do this to me. She said that she did if I was
not ready for the deal. She had no choice to left so I agreed on her
conditions.
Next
day she wake me up in early morning 4 AM then she said me to bathed and
shaved all the body hairbut before that removed all my clothes. I asked
her that it was necessary to shave the body hair. She said that it was
necessary so did it without any question.I removed all my clothes but I
was still in my underwear. She came to me with petticoat and said me to
hands up. I did as she say and she dressed me in petticoat and tied it
on my chest. She said that now it was looking like a girl and I was
ready to bath but before that I had to undress my underwear because she
or any girl wore panty. Petticoat was long enough to hide my underwear
so After undressing it, petticoat hide my private parts.I shaved my all
body hair and bathed as she said. Petticoat was wet so I asked her what
to do then she said to cover my brest by the towel. I wrapped it but it
was not done properly so I hold it with my hands. I came outside from
the bathroom and she threw panty to my side and said to catch. I catch
the panty with my both hands and the towel slip down to the floor. She
laughed heavily of seeing this and I quickly dressed in panty. Then she
showed me something. A wig and the fake breasts. I asked that wig was
necessary for this but these breasts was not necessary. She said that
she did not want that anyone recognize me in dress so it was really
necessary. She said me to lay down to the bed and She fixed it. She
applied lotion and picked a tube from drawer and fixed it in place. She
used the liquid for the wig and fixed it on my head. Then she said that
the wig was looking like her. Then she tied another red petticoat on my
breasts and said that now it would not slip. I saw in the mirror and
asked myself why I was doing this.
I was looking girly in wig and she gave me fifteen minutes to relax
because she did preparation of my dressing.Now she dressed in bra and
did the hook at back. I complain that it was looking tight but she did
not say anything. After this she showed me the dress. I wished that it
was saree or salwaar kameez but it was lehenga choli and it was
beautiful in violet colour, full embroidery and it was looking that
nobody wore it before. Deepika also confirmed that it was new but she
wore it only once for a photo shoot of a friend. After that she dressed
me in its choli and after that in lehenga. When it was complete she did
my make up with many items like powder,cream,lipstick,eyeshadow or other
things. I wanted to see me in mirror bit she stopped me and comb the
wig. When it complete she add jewelry matching big clip earrings,
beautiful broad necklace, heavy anklets, beautiful matching set of
bangles, a round clip nose ring. When it's over she add a beautiful
mangtika on the head. After this she painted my all nails in matching
colour. She said that now I saw myself in the mirror and I was shocked
to watch that no difference of me and her. Then she pinned the dupatta
in my left soldier and showed me her photograph in this dress. Now I was
really shocked to see no difference in photograph and me because she
used same things on me,same jewelry, same dress and same hairstyle. Now I
said her to dress in my clothes. So she dressed in my jeans and shirt
and wore a cap for hiding the hair.
She said that It was quite easy but as I wore her dress,I was looking
beautiful. I think that this was the worst part of my life but she had
another things that would be died me. She said that if I think that it's
over for only dressing then I was wrong. She said that It was already
planned to dressed me and the reason of the choosing the day because
today she was taking a part in a jhanki of Goddess Radha and Lord
Krishna and she became Radha in that. She told me that Jhanki was passed
in whole city and she did not want to sit for four hours in front of
city crowd in the sun and she hated the boy who became Krishna with her.
So she decided that I would take her replacement and now I was in Radha
dress.
Tuesday 14 May 2013
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